Bismillah. Alhamdulillah.

Another 4 weeks to go.

I am proud of us. We’ve been through hell and back, and after all that, we are still here, together. I admit, more than once I wanted to give up on us, but you didn’t walk away. So now I want to say thanks. Thank you for always choosing to stay. You always set your pride aside when it comes to me and I am grateful for that. I know I am still learning to do that, but I know that you won’t let me go. Thank you for your endless patience. Thank you for listening to everything I have to say. Because of that, I learned to be confident of my feelings, to have faith in myself, to love myself. Thank you for a years of memories with you. Memories I will treasure forever. Thank you for being the best guy a girl could ask for. Thank you for being who you are Mohd Abdillah.

You may not realize that I appreciate everything you do, but I really do. You're my everything. The best part of my day. Your good morning text brightens my morning while your voice on the phone was my lullaby at night. Even one text from you can turn my lousy day around. You know, I loved how you never run out of things to talk about. I loved how you can think of a joke just like that to make me laugh. I loved how every time I get mad, you know just what to do so I won’t get mad at you anymore. I loved how you talk about the future, our future.

I thought was amazing, because I could never be any of them. And that’s why I admire you so much Mohd Abdillah bin Mohd Isa. Because you are what I could never manage to be. You are my better half. You’re completely different from me, yet I feel we’re the same. With you, I feel as though I am everything that I have ever wanted or tried to be. With you, I feel completely and understood. With you, I know what it feels like to really be a part of something amazing, something special.

Finally, I just want to keep reminding you that I love you too much, Abang. And that I won’t ever get tired of saying it. Every relationship has their own definition of forever. Some lasts for a month, a year, 2 years, then its over. For us, I know it’s far from that. Our forever’s not done yet. I don’t think it will ever be. Just, stay. Stay strong, stay true, stay close to only me. Stay. Another four weeks to go and will officially husband and wife. InsyaAllah.

Stay. Pray. May Allah ease our way.

Your fiance,